my heart is full.

"Sarah, you seem like your heart is full. Are you fulfilled?" a friend asked me.

"...well, i haven't really thought about it, but yeah. Yeah, I am really fulfilled in this season." I responded.

this is what a friend said to me yesterday.
it got me thinking...
...and it helped me realize, WOW, i truly am being so drastically changed and filled up in this season.

i am overwhelmed when i think about the radical love of my God to bless me with time to be healed and time to fill me heart that felt like it was shriveling up.

i can see my heart blossoming again

the truth that God is the only One who can take a heart that is turning black from suffocation and breath life back into it, has been proven to me once again.

this makes me remember that the Lord is so strong.
He is capable of all things, and taking care of me and my heart is on the top of His list.

He is so good at loving me.

So all these other questions, worries, anxieties, that keep haunting me,like what are you going to do next, where will you live, what will you eat, really what are you doing with your life; all these things fade when i remember Jesus.

He will continue to guide me as He has always done. The Spirit is my guide and He lives in me. The Word of the Lord is my lamp for my feet :: it will guide me.

Thank you, Lord. Thank you for who You are and for choosing to love me, protect me, guide me, and nurture my heart. I bless your name today, mon tout.